I Am The Be(a)st

It's really bad that I'm allowing myself to do all of this. It doesn't even feel like I have any control over it. Striving towards a fantasy... but it's not even true. It's there. But it's not true. And what is it for a man to aim for a lie? To oneself, to another?

Oh God, don't let me play with fire;
it'll end with me burning in Hell.

Who was the devil who told me to say yes?
Me.
I am the beast.