31 Days To Go

It's been a hard day. Came back to SD thank god. A lot has happened in the few hours that I've been here. My life is changing, and I'm not quite sure if that's how I want it. In a month it will be determined. I will know by then how I feel, but the decision to intitate action will not be within my own hands... I will have no control. Haha, not like I feel that way now.

I'm just going to go with it. It hurts, but I'm just going to keep on rolling with it. It may hurt more, but let it roll man, let it roll.

I'm so happy I proofread this slowly, because I've been drinking with my parents, and I'm a little tipsy. So many speelliong erroers! hahaha. Too good to fux those. haha. They just like it when I talk. Poor another drink for her Jerry! Yeah, so Susanne.... 'sup girrrrlllll??? Little known fact: my parents are actually ghetto.


It's going to be a good month for me though. Well, "good" in a broad, vague, unknown , mayb enot even good sense. An important month, full of thought, reflection, self-understanding. I feel as though I had abandoned that aspect to much this last quarter, and that it caused me trouble in figuring out who I am. This break from school is so good. I'm just going to go for the longest hike tomorrow. The kind when you bring a lunch it's so long. Yeah. Weather better be nice. I actually think it's supposed to rain. Fitting: true. Annoying: true as well.

I say tomorrow schedule as follows:

0730: run run run
0900: hit the trails
And enjoy the rest of my day.

But yeah. 31 days. What is this, some half-assed lent? I'm just trying to crack jokes to make myself feel more comfortable with life. It's really not funny at all.

We'll see how it goes. Life is an adventure. Or at least a good story.

Countdown and wait.