Tunnel Vision

I went into the Tunnels last night.
I think that was one of the more amazing experiences of my life. It was damn scary when I started scaring myself. I would look behine md dramatically, almost hoping to see a dark shadowy figure behind me. Haha. I'm scarying myself now. Wow. I am a real wuss. No, it was so much fun. The cockroaches, the mystery, the noises of crazy men with chains... perfect.

I'm getting this odd feeling now. I'm not quite sure what it is. It's this nervous feeling of anticipating something good... I have no idea what is going to happen in my life right now. I always felt so confident that it was going to go a certain way... and then life just threw me a curve-ball. It's a little crazy, and I'm a little unsure in life... but I just know it's going to be ok any way that it turns out. I know I'm going to be happy. It will work out.

I've been frantically looking for an apartment. I need to find something better than the University Off-Campus Housing I'm enrolled for before the beginning of May. It would be nice... wow! To have my own room! Think of all the things I could do! Well... maybe not that many things... but definitely the few, you know... important things... like... reading... and ähhh.... doing things that require a well-lit room... like ähhh... you know...

I can't wait.

I've been feeling awfully happy all day... too bad it had to plateau.