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Saturday, March 18, 2006

The Week of Finales

Oh God. This is going to be a difficult week.

A distinct pattern has developed in my life: I tend to overlap the end of something unfulfilling with that which makes me happy. Rather, I should just complete the end, and then start anew. It never tends to be that way. It's like I need to hold on to whatever I have until I know for certain that the change is a good one. Because really, you can never know the status of either. What is the bad turns good again? Do you stay? Or do you take the risk in life to head through something unknown? But the unknown is just that: unknown... is it really better? I made the right decision before... this time it seems so much more difficult.

During finals week, every decision seems so ... well... final.

I think I know now. No worries, I'll keep changing my mind.

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