Hair Today Gone Tomorrow

Today has been a hard day. It's been an overwhelmingly difficult week full of fluctuating emotions. All I needed was a hug today. Thank god I ended up finding one, because I seriously don't know what I would have done. I almost broke down crying about three times today. I would have let it happen if I hadn't been in class/in public during those times. I don't mind crying in public so much just as long as I have a friend with me. It's just super awkward for people to see another person cry when they are alone.

Julien died. Godamnit. It was so stupid. I can see it in my mind, and it's disturbing me.

It makes me scared. Everything is so godamn temporary. You can lose it in a second.

I'm cutting my hair today. I needs to go.

My heart goes out to you Julien.