30 more minutes

well.... almost time for my o-chem midterm. I've carmmed so much into my head, and am pretty proud of myself. I swear to god, if only I put TIME into more things, people would see that I'm a fucking genius. It amazes me how quickly I've learned to pick things up; it doesn't really take that much practice. But aha! A flaw! I usually don't practice at all... *sigh*

At least it gives me hope for a future.

But yeah. So I studied really hard last night, today too. A jesus Christ... so many people called my in the last 3 hours, it's ridiculous. It's so annoying. They were all people I didn't want to talk to.... some of which called mutliple times, contiuing to dial my number as a wrong number for whom they really wanted to call. Seriously.

Things are coming along nicely though. I'm checking out a highly-likey (um...let's say for sure) sublet this Thursday just to make sure that it's reasonable. I'm meeting my professor tomorrow. I'll be going on my Field Study quarter to some place in central america in the spring.... continuing to tutor (although sadly, I won't be able to do it this week). I'm really enjoying myself here. Finally, I've met some cool people that I like, and who don't bore me. Last year, it was so difficult. Finally, freedom. I can actually HANG OUT with them. Wow. Now, that may not seem like much, but to me it really is; to be able to hang out consistently witha group of friends is something that I haven't been able to do with anyone but those from SD. I like it.

I'm applying to be a supervisor at work. I hope I get it. All of the supervisors are making me apply. I seem to have a strong backing of support, especially be the fact that so many were suprised (as well as appalled) that I didn't receive the Field Training Officer promotion. Bastards. Lol. No worries, I totally changed my mind about doing it after my interview. But supervisor: man, that would be nice. I think I can do it too. Come on. I'm smart. I have good problem-solving skills. I know how it all works. We'll see though. Also, we totally need a female supe in there. Geez. We've got no one. Alyssa is goign for it too. I hope we both make it. Haha. I'd be in charge of the entire campus security system. Does that scare you? Oh man, I shouldn't write things like this for when they do my background check again.... I wonder if they do it again.

I WOULD BE AN AWESOME SUPERVISOR. SERIOUSLY. COMPETANCY AND CONFIDENCE. THAT'S WHAT YOU NEED. THAT'S WHAT I GOT.

There. They'll see that. The truth you know.

Well, I'm going to head up to my test room.

Wish me luck.