Eh

I'm leaving for Canada tomorrow. Or today, rather... like in 5 hours. I really should get to bed.
I met up with Eric and Peter today. That was nice, really nice. We just went out for coffee and brownies, played some scrabble too, at Pannikan. Haha... so HS, but it was nice to just talk and catch up a bit. They'll both be visiting me over the summer, which will be nice. Hopefully Eric will be able to stay overnight on July 4th-5th so that he can party it up with me and the rest of my friends there.

I also painted today. Oh, it was so nice. I'm so happy I'll be bringing up my stuff during the summer and year. I really need to paint more. I've definitely given thought to.... well, pursuing it as a living, but I'm not so sure yet. It's in me though... it's in me, and it's so odd to have such conflicting feelings towards what I want to do. I'm defintely going to apply to graduate art programs, and we'll just see if I get accepted. Why are there just so many things that I'm interested in? As I get more involved, we'll see where I end up. It's going top be an exciting road. Graduate school is far away though. I don't plan on going right when school ends, so that's 3 years away. I pretty happy with what I churned out today though. Normally, I come back to painting, and try to do something... and I just get so frustrated; it feels like I need warming up, and I go through all of this canvas pad in frustration. But this time -- first time, I turned out a self-portrait that I'm really happy with. I'm looking at it now, and really does resemble me -- I suppose that's good, right?

Ok, I'm off to bed. I'll try to write more. Maybe do a few postings when I can up in Canada. Ugh. ... 0515 hours I'm getting up. Blah. I'll sleep more on the plane. As long as I take a shower in the morning, I'll be good.