I Like Bike

First off, I would just like to say how very difficult it is to brush your teeth and do anything else at the same time. Everytime I try, I come across something that needs two hands to be done, and then the toothbrush just ends up hanging out of my mouth while my mouth overflows with foam (which I have idea how it forms since there is no brush-action occuring) and then I can't breathe properly and I either have to go to the sink and continue brushing my teeth ... or the brush fall out, usually onto my keyboard -- which is exactly what just happened. I have problems.

I'm buying a bike. And no, contrary to my parents' belief, I am not making this purchase simply because of Justin. Jesus H. Christ, don't they recognize that I have the capability to make decisions independantly of those made by people around me? I will admit, that my past relationships have made me gain more interest in things that I previously didn't concern myself with. But is that wrong? I don't think so; I think it's great. I'm so happy when relationships (whether with friends, or boyfrieds, or teachers etc.) open me up to things I wasn't familiar with before. That is what I constantly want out of a relationship. That's actually wha I enjoy most about being in a relationship with someone; I don't want someone who is a reflection of myself, nor to become the reflection of another. It's so great to meet someone and to share this common set of interests and develop around and with each other. I think when people become the same person the relationship simply becomes boring; we need to have some seperate interests to maintain a sense of self-identity. I never want to be known as someone's girlfriend (I have a name you know). There's this couple I know, and they do EVERYTHING together. I'm not sure if they have anybody else they do anything with. We even combined their names into one identifier. Sad. Get some lives of your own.

Wow. A little side-tracked there... Ok, so back to the bike: It's nice. I haven't purchased it yet... that's for tomorrow's doing. Talk about an expensive hobby to get yourself into. Geez. I've stopped caring about the money though, because I figure I don't ever spend my money on anything, and I've saved up a lot over the years; that money needs to do something for me. It can't just sit there depreciating in real value.

I've been so damn busy today. I'm so happy that I'm out of my 110ºF car. Hooray for no air conditioning and (as of recently) no fan! hooray!

I made myself a really good panino for dinner. Oh man... so good. My parents have better allow me to take the panini maker up to LA. I am such a good cook. Fuck. And yes, with the way I make paninis, it can be considered "cooking." Please. I should have taken a picture of it to post. Shit.

I need to call matt and laura tonight.

I had accidently written "sarah" instead of laura. my mistake. I'm actually not allowed to be friends with her anymore according to her. Haha. What a bitch.

And on a happier note... um... I finally found the CD I was looking for for over a year now. I've listened to it three times since I've found it. Awesome.