Fall-Out

So today was first real day that justin and i have been living with each other. (the shift key on his keyboard works *eh* so i'm not going to try that hard to use it). It's been nice, what can i say. we both ended up getting to westwood around the same time yesterday. I went upstairs to the apartment before justin arrived to begin moving a couple of the boxes in my car and to get the keys to the place. I just remember coming down leaving the apartment towards my car outside and seeing justin walking up the hill 20 feet aways from me. wow. that was a nice feeling. I hadn't gotten that one for a whiles. Man, he's cute. yup. Wow. I like him.

it was so funny because the evening before i had dreamt of the moment wehen i would see him again and in the dream it was so ridiculously dramatic... and embarrassingly musical. it also included a dip. A dip of myself.

We moved all of my stuff from the car and then went to jay's to go load up my car with justin's stuff (which we loaded through a window in jay's apartment) haha. it just looked like we were stealing a bunch of stuff. Pretty much immediately after bring everything up to the place we went to malibu with jay, his sister and one of his frat brothers. nice people. i'm realy glad i likved through the experience of jay's driving. jesus christ. wow.

Haha. there are all these tunnels on the road to malibu, so of course we made wishes while going through them. There are these two tunnels that occur right after eachother and jay says, "your wish only counts if you make it through both,' so all of us hold our breaths really tight. We make it through the first tunnel... then some road... then we start the second tunnel.... and then half way through the second tunnel jay slows the car to like 5 mph, and just c r a w l s along since no other cars are behind us. I managed to squeeze out 'you are such a bastard' while holding my breath, but we eventually all pulled through. i wished he would die. But then he wished that i wouldn't wish that he would die.... or something like that... so it was a fruitless effort.

At the beach we critiqued a plane sky-writer. good times,

ahh but yes... today justin and i went bike riding through santa monica, venice, and to the marina. really nice. shit i was exhausted on the way back. i felt bad because i'm not as good as he is, and was holding him back a few times, but what the hell, he's been doing it forever, and i'm new to the sport... i just need to work extra hard to be as good as possible. It was so fun though, wow. only a few falls. haha. i'm not used to clipless pedals. it's so easy to just ... fall.

haha. one fall was funny, though i was really embarrassed.

my chain came off so i was trying to re-align it. i had unclipped myself but justin said, 'no no, clip in... just ride slowly and get it caught again.' So i get back in my pedals and start riding really slowly... but i wasn't watching where i was going... so i just ran in to back of a parked car really really slowly, but of course, being clipped in i just fell right over on my side. There was a guys who was playing basketball right next to us and he wouldn't stop staring at us as i tried to get up. i apologized if it was his car (i didn't dent or scratch it) but he didn't really confirm whether or not it was his car. he just kept looking at me sufffferrrr..... yeah, so i was a little embarrassed over that. Put a few scratches in my bike, but oh well... it had to happen eventually. no big deal.

i went real-person grocerie shopping today.

I forgot to by flour for making crêpes tomorrow morning.

i hate everything.

that's a lie. life couldn't be any better.