Oops. Awkward?

I've never felt so oddly disappointed in my life. Or at least recently.

So I knew this girl Sarah Casler. Very very nice girl. I unfortunately have not talked with her for about... let's see, 9 or 10 months now. (I had a very rough falling out with a mutual acquaintance, and thus there was a natural split of sorts that occurs when someone knows the other person longer than I have and was forced to side with said person). Unfortunate indeed.

Anyways, I had her on my AIM buddylist long ago labeled as "Saraaaaaahhhhhhh" so as not to be confused with another "Sarah" or rather she was a "Sara" who lacked an "h" in her name. Got it?

So anyways, today I recieved a message from a "Saraaaaahhhhhh." With a:
Hi
Oops.

I replied:
awkward?
:-)

And thus we continued to have a conversation. Very generalized. Nothing special, although my heartbeat increased a little bit.

So 5 minutes goes by and she uses the word "confuzzled" and at that moment I realize I must be talking to a very different person. She also said she was doing chem.... which confused me even more. In fact, I coincidently was talking to someone with the actual SN "Saraaaaaahhhhhhh," who went to my high school and who I haven't communicated with in the last 2 years, because really, what's the reason? and for some reason, she had my SN and didn't know who is was so clicked it.

This whole time I was so excited. Who believes in hope anymore anyways?

wtf. My life fucking messes with my mind way too much. I'd ask for a break, but I need something to entertain me, and something to write about.