TP'd

I've reached a point where I don't really know how to write most of things that I want to write here. I spend a lot of time trying to figure out how I can mask how I feel, so that people don't really know (even just the few that read this once in awhile). I'm not so sure if I want to hope to get to the point where I can devulge anything that I wish -- maybe some things are meant to be kept within my mind.

I used to have a huge problem sharing my thoughts with anyone, even those close to me. I was so private, that a lot of the troubles I was having were tearing me apart. I guess I just don't want that happening again. Because last time, it took someone to take me by the arm, sit me down, and forcibly tell me that I had to say what was on my mind.

I got some pictures developed today -- f-ing beautiful some of them. There's one I took of Justin and I that is so increibly classic; I can't wait to show him.

So that football game I went to.... yup. So many emotions.

1st half: TP-0 Poway-21 (ouch)
3rd quarter: TP-14 Poway-21 (can we do this)
4th quarter (1 minute left): TP-21 Poway-21
Final: TP-21 Poway-28

Yup. Lost in the last 20sec. Can't say we didn't deserve it. TP was not impressive. They would have been kicked out of CIF in the next game for sure.

Oh well. Another reason to never want to return to highschool.... although UCLA isn't any more encouraging.