I've Realized It

I think I get it. I think I understand why such a large part of me is so happy and so frustrated at the same time.

It's because I allocate so much of my time towards being happy about it, and I'm not sure you even care. I suppose the problem isn't in what I'm doing, but what it is that I just don't know.

One of these days I'm going to figure life out, and at that moment, I'm pretty sure life is going to take me away.