My Latest Obsession

I'll admit it: I get lost in fantasy worlds of mine. It's so much fun being within them that I could just pretend forever. I always end up snapping myself out of them -- I kind of need to do that in order to function in the real world -- but I end up being so incredibly happy for such a long time afterwards; those thought must release so many endorphines in my brain. God, it's like a drug. Anyways, I often pretend that these fanstasies could in fact become real. Haha. Oh, silly me. Dreams? Coming true? Preposterous! Recently (I know it's silly), but I've become obsessed with the idea of being a hollywood actor. How could I *not* be? I think I get more like this around award-show times. I hate watching them, but I love the red-carpets. All of that glamour... that fun job ... to get to travel places. I have really begun to see what drives people to pursue that life.

Well, I go on Craigslist once in awhile to check out auditions. haha, why not, eh? I found this one today:

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Ticket to Heaven Seeking all actors. Low Budget & skeleton crew

This movie is a thriller with a twist.

Story: Terri is kidnapped by an ex-doctor who lost his practice and wife. The kidnapper uses her as a lab rat by testing a new date-rape drug and demands the lottery ticket she has just won. Terri always has issues in trusting any man including her current boyfriend, Shane. While locked away in a dungeon, Terri tries to figure out wether Shane has anything to do with the kidnapping. As she gets drugged and left in the dark alone, she either hallucinates from the drugs or encounters reals ghosts.

Please feel free to visit my site for more information. You can submit a reel, resume, headshots, download scenes to record audition, and upload them. http://www.redmoonlight.com/Ticket/main.html

Shooting may start in Feb. There's no pay but we will supply a deal memo for you to get paid when sold. The director is an editor as well who has an editing studio. This project will not be sitting in a can waiting for post production.

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I'm sorry -- but the plot-line is horrible... and very indecisive.

Oh, the dream continues.