UnBookmarked

I'm on Justin's computer right now. He just left for work a little while ago, and I'm just hanging out in his apartment. I was going to click a link on his bookmark bar that he has for this blog, but it's not there anymore. I guess he got rid of it. That's probably my fault, and anyway, I'm sure he doesn't have to read what I do, only to have me tell him about it later. I suppose for the sake of maintaining conversation ... and why the hell should he read my depressing, ambiguous entries?

Yeah, looking at the last couple of entries, I've gotten a little emo. I've just been in these weird moods recently where I get really upset. I'm trying to make them go away ... it's nice to write down how I feel, given I don't really have anybody to talk to about how I'm feeling sometimes. Sometimes all of these thoughts come at me at once, and the emotions they foster compound each other. Oh well. I'm pretty much over all of it. I think I just need to funnel then negative energy into drawings or paintings... or even yoga.... those always relax me.

Can't wait to see Justin tonight. I hope I find some alone time with him ... I haven't been able to get that with him for awhile, and I just really need it right now.